This has been a tough month for me....for those that don't know Ciera moved back to Las Vegas to continue her schooling and enter into the Army.....OK, when your baby informs you that not only is she going to change her address, open her wings and fly but she is also going to go change her dream of flying in the Air Force and become an MP (Military Police) in the Army. Oh yeah I cried for a few days and then realized that time goes by so fast.......it was just yesterday that my little angel was looking up at me in the University of Utah Hospital with these amazing blue eyes.......laughing and giggling each time she would push her little legs across the floor and slide in her walker....she was asking me to hold her hand to go to kindergarten.....helping me with her little sister Hailee when I couldn't sleep ( that was not fun HEHE).....its goes on forever and ever and then you start to ask yourself if you were a good enough parent to her.....did you raise her to the best of your ability and did you ever and I mean ever say I LOVE YOU enough. Well, I think I did OK. I went to see my mom today and she had the answer for me and well, Ciera...................................................................................I LOVE YOU, SUGAR.
